Stuck between lift doors again

Rushed into the lift yesterday, door closes while I am midway in, got stuck between the doors, apologised three times to everyone in the lift while still stuck, finally managed to get in, quickly turned and face the door and pretended to be busy adjusting my earphones.

A dream

Since a few months ago I have this dream of travelling around the world after I graduate, working a few months in each country, in any occupation, then going to another country and repeating until I've visited and worked in most of the 196 countries in the world.

Is it possible? Do I have the courage or the means?

I hope I won't read this years later and regret not fulfilling this dream though.

Kindergarten

I suddenly remembered when I was in kindergarten I once got very surprised when a classmate told me she saw me outside of school, because I thought my face is the same as everyone else.
I thought I could recognise other people but other people surely couldn't recognise me.

And also how excited I got playing some ATM game with my nursery best friend.
We would sit opposite each other and pretend the other person is an ATM machine, and I always got very impatient when it was my turn to be the ATM because I wanted to be the one using the ATM.
(Money faced kiddo!!!!!)

And how I almost cried when I thought I wouldn't get to wear a pink dress for my class performance in K2.
There are pink dresses and white dresses, and each girl was randomly assigned to a colour.
(I got a pink dress in the end though.)

And how I was so afraid I would be late to school. I seriously have a phobia of being late to school, I think I was afraid of seeing all the "uh oh you are in trouble" faces of my classmates when I open the door to the classroom. Even though the teacher has never really punished anyone for being late before.

And how happy I was when I got to play "hot cross buns" with my kindergarten crush. (HAHAHA can't believe I have a crush at that age, omg)

And and and how I always got very excited when the opening music of the pink panther cartoon comes up when the teacher plays the cartoon in class.

HAHAHAHA.
Can't really say I miss those days, but they were good to reminisce about lolol.

Every time I read my old posts, even those I wrote recently, I feel really embarrassed.
Why did I use those childish emoticons? Why did I write that? Why is my sentence worded so strangely? Why the weird colours?
Argh. Forever can't please myself.
I hope no one I know reads here.


*Brb cringing while reading archives

I love Christmas
for all the peppermint-chocolate
flavoured things it brings~

Wakeboarding and MBS

Wakeboarded for the first time in my life yesterday!
Wow, it's just as difficult as it looks, I took a few tries before finally getting up on the board and riding.
The falling part was frustrating, but once I finally managed to get up and ride, it felt really really really awesome.
Made all the salty, pee diluted sea water I drank worthwhile yo hahahah.

And I finally got to swim in the infinity pool at MBS yesterday too!
The previous time I went I had my period, so all I could do was sit at the edge and take photos of my friends :'(
But this time there's nothing to stop me from going in ehehehe
The view from up there was breathtaking, and although technically it was just blocks and blocks of lighted up concrete beside a river, I can't stop looking.
I love my stars and mountains and stuff but somehow I find busy cities with their lighted skyscrapers equally fascinating.

Just realised, the past few days were all about water activities. Wild wild wet for Yuenyee's birthday on saturday (haven't been there in years lol), plus wakeboarding and swimming yesterday.
By the way, I am now having the worst muscle aches of my 18 years of life (not exaggerating) from the wakeboarding yesterday.
My body hurts in places I didn't know can hurt, omg.