A dream

Since a few months ago I have this dream of travelling around the world after I graduate, working a few months in each country, in any occupation, then going to another country and repeating until I've visited and worked in most of the 196 countries in the world.

Is it possible? Do I have the courage or the means?

I hope I won't read this years later and regret not fulfilling this dream though.

Kindergarten

I suddenly remembered when I was in kindergarten I once got very surprised when a classmate told me she saw me outside of school, because I thought my face is the same as everyone else.
I thought I could recognise other people but other people surely couldn't recognise me.

And also how excited I got playing some ATM game with my nursery best friend.
We would sit opposite each other and pretend the other person is an ATM machine, and I always got very impatient when it was my turn to be the ATM because I wanted to be the one using the ATM.
(Money faced kiddo!!!!!)

And how I almost cried when I thought I wouldn't get to wear a pink dress for my class performance in K2.
There are pink dresses and white dresses, and each girl was randomly assigned to a colour.
(I got a pink dress in the end though.)

And how I was so afraid I would be late to school. I seriously have a phobia of being late to school, I think I was afraid of seeing all the "uh oh you are in trouble" faces of my classmates when I open the door to the classroom. Even though the teacher has never really punished anyone for being late before.

And how happy I was when I got to play "hot cross buns" with my kindergarten crush. (HAHAHA can't believe I have a crush at that age, omg)

And and and how I always got very excited when the opening music of the pink panther cartoon comes up when the teacher plays the cartoon in class.

HAHAHAHA.
Can't really say I miss those days, but they were good to reminisce about lolol.

Every time I read my old posts, even those I wrote recently, I feel really embarrassed.
Why did I use those childish emoticons? Why did I write that? Why is my sentence worded so strangely? Why the weird colours?
Argh. Forever can't please myself.
I hope no one I know reads here.


*Brb cringing while reading archives

I love Christmas
for all the peppermint-chocolate
flavoured things it brings~

Wakeboarding and MBS

Wakeboarded for the first time in my life yesterday!
Wow, it's just as difficult as it looks, I took a few tries before finally getting up on the board and riding.
The falling part was frustrating, but once I finally managed to get up and ride, it felt really really really awesome.
Made all the salty, pee diluted sea water I drank worthwhile yo hahahah.

And I finally got to swim in the infinity pool at MBS yesterday too!
The previous time I went I had my period, so all I could do was sit at the edge and take photos of my friends :'(
But this time there's nothing to stop me from going in ehehehe
The view from up there was breathtaking, and although technically it was just blocks and blocks of lighted up concrete beside a river, I can't stop looking.
I love my stars and mountains and stuff but somehow I find busy cities with their lighted skyscrapers equally fascinating.

Just realised, the past few days were all about water activities. Wild wild wet for Yuenyee's birthday on saturday (haven't been there in years lol), plus wakeboarding and swimming yesterday.
By the way, I am now having the worst muscle aches of my 18 years of life (not exaggerating) from the wakeboarding yesterday.
My body hurts in places I didn't know can hurt, omg.

私わ干物女です　：\

Braces free lower teeth!

I took off my lower braces today!
Was actually too lazy to blog about this but it feels quite significant so I thought I had to record it down somehow.
The dentist told me it will feel weird and slimy, and it really did. I never thought it would feel slimy though, seems kind of strange for teeth to feel slimy.
Come to think of it, my dentist has seen me change from a buckteethed 14-15 year old into a 18 year old with nicer looking teeth.
About 4 years!
He has seen me visit his office in my secondary school uniform, in my nanhua plaits, in dyed light brown hair, in NP's t-shirt, in ugly hair, in ugly and faded hair, in short hair, back to dark brown hair....
BUT FOREVER IN UGLY HAIR >:((((((((

Anyway, wow. One more realisation today. I shall have a realisation for every post.
HAHA. Thanks for fixing my teeth, Dr Ong!

Gonna return next week to get my retainers and start wearing them full time.
I am not good with these though, wearing things in my mouth full time I mean.
I had to wear teeth plates last time full time as well and I mostly cheated by wearing them at night only.

Argh I can't type anymore, my head is throbbing. Damn the headache, had it since 5 hours ago, went to nap for 3 hours and it's still there damn.

I shall leave you with this:

 The guy in white was trying to pry a secret out of the guy in black. He actually already knew his secret (that he's living with a woman) but he wants him to admit it. Black does not know White knows his secret, and this is how he responded:

 

HAHAHAAHAHAHAHA!

It's not so funny here, but I really laughed out loud when I watched it.

This is my first J-drama (whee), it's called Hotaru no Hikari.

It's quite amusing and only 10 episodes, go watch it!