Hello blog, you are like a stranger now. I haven't posted here in quite awhile. Well, I have some news. I think I am definitely a changed woman since the last time I blogged here. For one thing, I am not a teenager any more!!! I am now twenty, which I still feel quite sad about. Maybe not sad, but kind of mixed I guess. But I feel myself looking with disdain at teenagers now, those immature, angsty children. Hah, I kid, I kid. (Don't get angry teens! I was a teen less than five months ago too) And there is also this weird sense of pride when I input my age as 20 in websites. Strange.
Another thing is I am in university now!!! No longer in Ngee Ann anymore. The last time I wrote here I was in Shanghai I think, so I was in my last semester in NP. Damn I miss my Shanghai life majorly, I am in NUS now, just done with my first semester and it kind of sucks. Meh I thought my first semester at NP sucked too but overall it turned out ok I guess. So, we will see.
I tried writing on wordpress for a bit in a slightly different writing style, maybe a tad more sophisticated (I feel pretentious now), but I abandoned it after awhile too. In fact I abandon most hobbies after awhile.
Anyway, I was just looking at my stats and saw a post titled "Why?", which is coincidentally my most-viewed post. So I forgot what was that post about and with mild excitement clicked on it only to find..... "why is Siwon so hot??" with a bigass picture of Siwon. I immediately closed the tab. So much embarrassment. I don't even like Siwon now. And why does a lame fangirling post have to be the top post. AIGH. And I thought it would be an emotions filled post about my angsty teenage feelings. But it turned out to be just a drool filled post with my pervy teenage feels. Disappointing. I am disappointed in myself.
Nevertheless, after typing this bunch of stuff I am feeling weirdly relaxed, like I just poured out jumbled words that have been swilling my my mind for a long time. So I may continue to blog here more often in the future. But don't get your hopes up blog, I am a busy drama watcher on holiday.
P.S. Didn't bother to proofread this since no one other than me reads it anyway, so if any of you who happens to be reading this finds it weird, sorry in advance! Haha
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