Birthday(s) outing

Whoohoo yesterday was a great day.
Went out with the secondary school clique to celebrate Cheyenne and Zhiyun's birthday. (1st and 2nd July!)
SPENT LOADS OF $$ THOUGH.
But I think spending money to buy stuff that makes you happy is worth it.
And hence this mindset explains my bank account balance.
HEH.


The day before yesterday was a good day too, cause I finally met my squadmates after quite a while.
Really love spending time with secondary school mates, they feel sort of like family.
I guess after I graduate from NP I would miss my poly friends a lot too. :'(

Anyway all the assignments, projects and tests really made enjoying myself difficult while outside.
Every once in a while I would suddenly get reminded of all the shit I have yet to complete and get a mini heart attack inside.
It's a really horrible feeling.
One day I will get extreme high blood pressure from all the mini heart attacks inside and just die, plus I am so unfit.
Eh that sounds a lil weird. Usually people get heart attacks from the high blood pressure and die right? Not the other way round?
Aiya who cares right.
But how did I get from birthdays to dying?!
I think I am getting more and more negative these days.
It's all bcomm's fault.
I hate bcomm.
Lowering my morale by shooting me with Bs and Cs.
And giving so many stupid assignments and tests.
Die bcomm, die.

This post started out pretty normal, but suddenly turned into a conversation with myself.
I better stop, or I might just type out everything I am thinking.

Goodnight, to whoever sees this! :)