I used to be excited about graduating from poly (or from school life altogether) but now that I am nearing year 3, my last year in NP, I feel a little afraid. What will my life be like after school?
I once read a report about China undergrads who are afraid to graduate and tried to study for as long as they can because they are worried they won't be able to find jobs after graduation. I think I am starting to feel like how they feel, but for different reasons though. I am not afraid of not finding a job, I am just afraid adult/working life will disappoint me. I have a feeling it won't be as fantastic as I thought when I was younger. Maybe the solution is to study for as long as I can too?

Ahh I am living in the future now. Too much anxiety. Sometimes I live too much in the past and sometimes I live too much in the future. I should learn to start living in the present.

All the best!