I think I would feel weird if I ever got married. All my life I have just been myself, a single entity, but if I am married I will be half of a whole instead. I won't be just Rachel Tan anymore. I will be Rachel ___, who is married to _____. Or even weirder, Rachel ____,  who is the mother of ____ and _____. When you get married you are not just one person anymore, you will always be associated with someone else, whether you like it or not. But I guess most people who are married like it, since they are being associated to someone they love. I don't think I will ever end up getting married though. For most of my life I was convinced I will be married someday, but now I think one or two decades isn't really enough time for me to find someone I like enough to spend the rest of my life with. People shouldn't get married to me anyway, for their own good. My temper isn't the best and I turn violent when angered. I might just end up being one of those psychos who kill their spouses and cook them to eat or something.